It didn’t occur to me to do a post about me haha up until today, 3 months down the line 🙊. So I am going to answer 5 interesting questions I googled online so you can understand the person I am today slightly better. Here goes..authentic Mirandaness ✌️
1.When was the last time I told myself “I love you”?
Hmmm… I don’t feel the need to say this because I just think its weird.. however I do believe in self loving. Treating my physical body with kindness as well as my emotional and mental well being is a constant battle I strive to achieve in my day to day living. It’s tough and sometimes I am my own worst enemy. Though on a bigger scale, I believe being healthy and active is a plus toward our wellbeing. On top of that, relationships act like mirrors. Good energy reflects off positive interaction with those around. I believe we need each other in order to feel self worth, and loved.
2. Am I a better person today, than I was yesterday?
That is hard to say. I struggle with the word ‘better’..maybe because I have quite low expectations of myself. In all honesty.. I am just me. I am who I am and I don’t think I know how to be ‘better’. I could say challenges have led me to become more self aware of my own limits and have structured the way I look toward my own life and what I can offer to the world…I suppose, maybe?
3. Is the life that I am living the life I want to be living?
Yes and no. For me there is often two sides of the coin. When it comes down to big questions like this one, I am hesitant to give a straight answer. Yes..because there is so much to life. It is like a bag of pick’n’mix. The passions and the hobbies I have, I genuinely enjoy because it fulfils me and brings out a good part of me. And no…because I fear failure. This stops me from stepping out of my comfort zone which in turn affects my mood and self esteem. I like to play it safe. But I know I should believe in myself more. And this is something I’m trying to do…
4. Who is that one person I can talk to about just anything?
My eldest sister Miwha. She is amazing. I cannot put into words how amazing she is. She lives in Berlin with her husband and two daughters. She has lived there around 8 years or so, and she has been my angel in the skies. Her wisdom, her clarity, understanding and empathy all tied into one big ball of love has a strong impact on me through wired technology of Skype and Wattsapp calls. It is because of her, I have managed to keep my head above water in times of need. I am grateful and I love her so much.
5. What has my heart and intuition been telling me that I might be ignoring?
That I can be happy with what I have and I shouldn’t dwell on the things I don’t have. To just be Miranda. The Miranda who doesn’t need to be someone she is not. To have faith every day can be a good day, if I want it to be. Living shouldn’t be seen as a chore to tick all the boxes, but should be treated like a box of chocolates, you never know which one you are going to get 🙂 Be present. And be kind to thyself.

Me and my eldest sister Miwha