Miranda meanders

When you hit rock bottom…. Pick up the courage to separate negative feelings and focus on the goodness you have to offer the world..

What I want to offer to the world is a piece of me and enhance the shades of my youth..

And celebrate the beauty life is offering to me… Everyday. Don’t be weakened by those who make you feel weak.. Instead realise the inner strengths you possess that outshine all the crap and manouver your thoughts in the fast lane.. And. Drive. With. Dignity and pride.

Keep calm. Breathe. And be kind to yourself.

The core existence of me is deeply embedded beneath questions revolving around ‘who am I’, ‘what do I have to offer to society’ or ‘why is there so much pressure to succeed?’ The notion ‘we all have potential’ can be a tricky statement for me to digest, given the times we feel challenged. Given the times we feel lost. Given the times where we feel our best is not good enough. So… what is? I believe every human being has been though struggles of their own. We can’t compare our struggles, for its so diverse.

In an ideal world, if there were no suffering or struggles attached to life, I sometimes wonder if I’d need to try hard to get what I want and feel happy for it.

The scary thing about reality is I must endure, face my limits, overcome struggle and go on living whatever the weather. When something bad happens to me. I feel life as dramatic as it sounds, is punishing me. Blowing me a punch where I least expect it. I fall. And I struggle to get back up again. Can you relate?

Fear.Takes control over my mind. I lose sense of who I am. And i feel as though my vision is clouded to a fantasy I cannot make real to me. Under the big dark cloud hanging above my head…as cliche as as it may sound…but i cannot change the past. I cannot live with regret…for I believe the blessings I may not see around me completely define the beauty of living. It outshines all the doom and gloom. No matter how I hard it is to realise this. After a good cry….I guess perhaps one can.. And even though we can get scared at times, like I do now and again… the thought of knowing the nature of living is something so precious, as we are as well, however bitter it may seem at times, it is the true sweetness of humanity that can only make one feel strengthened. For we are interconnected spiritual beings seeking for something true to us..and that is something I am trying to discover myself.

Thank you.

You are a Godsend.
Your eyes speak to me a kindness so precious, as words fall softly out of your tender lips onto my cushiony soul.
As worthy as you are, your spirit encased in the golden temple of your being, you shine. Your smile makes emotion flutter like a butterfly free, out in the open air of pure joy. Place your hand in mine and feel the warmth of my admiration for you. Dive into the depths of my shadowy heart and pour light into every vessel so I can breathe more life into yours. For its the knight in you I have been waiting for. I hope I can be your diamond, specially designed with untainted love for you.

Written by me.

The moment you brought me into this world, the fighter in you made sure

I’d be safe from all the madness

Your safety net

Made me feel secure

You are the spice that fires me up to be

The person I am today

You have shown me what you see

In the map of your experience

Giving hands

Warm cushion heart

A mind of steel

Umbrella of your love

Mum.

I saranghaeyo so much.